marți, 5 aprilie 2011

Deadly love

Hate... Such a short yet a big word to say. Why would you say it and to whom?
To the person you love because he doesn't share the same feelings as you? This doesn't mean you hate him. On the contrary this only emphasizes how hurt you are and how much you care about him.
To your parents because they treat you like a baby or you do not get along well with them? Have you ever considered that they could die the next second? When you will think about that you will realize that you actually love them beyond your imagination.
To your enemies because you can't stand them or they have done something bad to you. Hmm... Why would you care for someone you don't get along with? Because hating them means caring about them or what they are doing. You shouldn't give a damn in any situation. Life is too short to stop and kill flies.
To yourself? Well... this is a tough one. If you hate yourself why the hell are you still alive? Just end it. Hating yourself gives nothing for you to live for. Why would you live inside a body you hate? Are you capable of taking away your own life? If you're not then what could this mean? That you still care a little bit about yourself? Quit using the word 'hate' incorrectly because 'hate' means 'love'. Whenever you say 'I hate you' you actually mean 'I love you'. 'Hate' is another synonym for 'love' but it's a love you don't want to admit. That's why you hide your true meaning behind this little word: hate...
If you want to know what real hate is... I'll tell you...
You hate the person you love when you are capable of killing him rather than see him happy. If you can torture him as cruel as possible until he finally says 'I love you' then you understand. You take out his eyes in order to keep your image clearly in his mind. You cut his hands so that his embrace will never be felt by others. You cut his ears so that the last sound he hears will be your whisper. You cut his tongue so that no one can hear his voice again. You burn his lips so that no other can feel that softness they had. Finally you take out his heart and eat it so it remains yours forever.
You hate your parents if you can cut them into little pieces, eat them at breakfast and drink their blood until you can't remember the taste of bread or water anymore. This way you can do whatever you like but you'll remain alone until you die and nobody can cast away this agonizing loneliness. Then you have to pray so your own children will not do the same to you...
If you hate your enemies then there are a lot of options to harm them. The best way is to let them live but in the most horrible way possible. For instance you can kill whatever friend or relative they have and even the new ones they can make. You can torture them with whatever item you grab on the spot. You can pull out their veins from their bodies one by one. You can rip off every single part of their skin. You can pull out every single bone of their bodies. You can do a lot of things so you can satisfy your need of vengeance.
When it comes to hating yourself the only way of freedom is suicide. You can do it painfully or less painfully. It's your choice but whatever you choose you still have to keep in mind that you will face hell. And there you can really be tortured and killed over and over again.
You do all this out of love... Take it as deadly love... With this I can say that love really is a dangerous feeling.

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